joel

2007-02-19T08:08:00.000-08:00

cny has been pretty tiring.but lots of money from taidi and mahjong.hahaha.
first day went to my grandma's house.played tadi there and joked around with my aunties.
today i went to auntie terri's house.ate lunch.and played mahjong from like 2 till 9?hahhaha.
got like 5 bucks cos we played really small.yeah.
so far i have like 190 i think.gillian has like 700plus like.wth man.thats alot.hahha
anyway its good to see my cousins again.from my dad's side that is.my other cousins are in beijing.oh well.hahah.thats all i can think of cos im damn tiredd.
fall out boy soon!then the house games.cant wait.kick some ass.

2007-02-17T10:49:00.000-08:00

chinese new year is here and im fucking sick with some shit sore throat that i had for about 4 days.fuck.no ba gua for me.oh well who gives a shit.i dont care.hahaha.im gonna eat everything.hahahaha.they say the more you eat the chinese new year food the more luck you get.hahahhah.
this week been really stupid.hahha.i screwed my physics.yeah.went out with brian,aubrey,anna and kai yesterday.we watched ghost rider.was damn boring.i slept halfway.hahah.then went to peninsula for my lesson.hahha.then met aubrey then we bought stuff.take care aubrey.dont take it too hard eh.yeah.
then went to brian's house.bought him chicken rice but then it was friday.so yeah.i ate it in the end.
im gonna go bathe now and get ready for gong xi fa cai-ing

2007-02-14T04:11:00.000-08:00

happy valentine's.
oh well.was a boring one this year.hahaha.

chiodos-lindsay quit lollygagging

bite my tongue right now
the perfect time
do anything
to make her happy
even if it means
my being miserable
as long as she's loving life
i will be able to sleep at night
with a smile upon her face
i will be able to sleep at night
with a smile upon her face
the thought of her smile
not being there
my inner feelings
would be shattered
a piece of glass
puncturing my heart
i'm bleeding from the inside
i will be able to sleep at night
with a smile upon her face
i will be able to sleep at night
with a smile upon her face
as long as she's perfectly fine
(i hope she's perfectly fine)
and someday she will be mine
i will be able to sleep at night
with a smile upon her face
as long as she's perfectly fine
(i hope she's perfectly fine)
and someday she will be mine

2007-02-12T20:40:00.000-08:00

do i have the guts?yes joel you have.

2007-02-11T01:02:00.000-08:00

the 14th is coming.and im feeling so shit about it.
lets just say A is this girl that is really sweet,loud.whereas B is sweet,daring.
and lets just say i cant make up my mind.and i cant fucking think right now.
its 1 am and im fucking bummed and tired so yeah.goodnight

part of save yourself..

is it really true
did you save yourself
for someone who could love you for you
so many times we just give it away
to someone who
someone who
you met in a bar
the back of a car
and for a moment
you felt important
but not in your heart
cos my self esteem
it’s been low
go ahead and count,
tt’s been lower than low
i know the feeling
of it stealing life out from under me
cos i want to learn
how you save yourself
for someone who
could love you for you
so many times we just give it away
to someone who couldn’t even remember your name
did you save yourself
for someone who loves you for you
and loves me for me
give it away
to someone who
someone who
can cherish your name
cos i want to learn
did you save yourself
for someone who
loves you for you
and loves me for me
give it away
to someone who
someone who
can cherish your name
cherish your name

2007-02-08T22:27:00.000-08:00

i've switched houses from thoburn to tkk.because my teacher forgot to change it.2 years in thoburn la!then the name list got screwed.so i am apparently thai and my birthday is in jan.hahaha.my teacher's fault that im in tkk.told her since day one."ma'm,im in thoburn and im not thai.do i look thai in the first place?"
thoburn was the best.best team ever.!haha.oh well.tkk will be better!

so anyway,yesterday had tennis.won my match.today played soccer during lunch.damn tiring i tell you.then after school played doubles with alden.beat ee jie and timothy.6-4.after tennis.went back home had dinner and went to queensway to get my shoes.got spongebob boxers too.hahha.it says"CAUTION!I'VE GOT GAS!"hahah.funnyfunny.

mom's leaving tmr morning with uncle franz to usa for 13 days.which means i have to take 165 to school.hahaha.oh well.brian!!please?hahaha.

and i want to get my hamer guitar and line 6 amp back from marcus' house.

be my valentine.

2007-02-06T06:46:00.000-08:00

Killswitch Engage Lesson

2007-02-05T00:01:00.000-08:00

you know what disgusts me?

when you take a shit and the water splashes on your butt.
when girls dont shave their armpits.fucking turn off.
when someone eats a bag of chips until there's only a mouth size left.and leaves it there for someone to throw it away.
when someone takes something and does not out it back in its original place.
when i get waken up when im sleep.
when someone comments negative stuff about something you really like.
when im on msn and someone will be behind my back watching what i say.
when you fail a test when you studied for it.

2007-02-04T22:04:00.000-08:00

singapore beat thailand in the final.wow.hahaha.iim being sarcastic.
watching arsenal play is 100 times better i tell you.
so anyway,my weekends been boring.hung out at brian's house on saturday after tennis and tuition.maddy and aubrey were there..hahahha.we fooled around.
today.went cny shopping.bought only a pair of shorts.that was it.whereas my sister got two tops and two skirts.and my bro got a collar shirt.shorts.and something else which i cant rmb.haha.
i wanted to get my shoes.but apparently those shoes make my feet stink.WOW.so what.i like it.

you know i think im in a dilemma.it sucks.N

2007-02-04T01:00:00.000-08:00

its 1am.still awake.10 more minutes to middlesboroughvsARSENAL.
was watching prsion break just now.season 2.hahaha.anyway,i fucked up my calf.got a somewhat deep cut.got it from some shit bus.some metal plate was sticking out of the way.

2007-01-31T21:25:00.000-08:00

school's boring.ad maths is hard.i dont think im gonna do well in my effort grades this month.
maybe cos im not used to year 3 yet.damn tough i tell you.
was watching abit of the asean finals.holy shit.epl is 100 times better than asian football.
had skating for pe.its damn fun.did all the tricks and shit.nexy week we're gonna do a heel and toe roll together.sweet shit.hahha.
oh well.i have nothing else to say cos my life is boring.byebye.

2007-01-28T22:11:00.000-08:00

ahh fuck.my ankle's still hurting.hhaha.
this weekend was okay.my bad eh TSA.should have jammed.
dammit i cant rmb what i did yesterday.oh yeah.played soccer.
today went out with my dad.watched a movie then went to his house.watched another movie had dinner and went back home.friday was school then i had a free period so i went out of school and went back home and went to peninsula plaza for my lesson.haha.was awesome.yeah thats about it.

oh yeah!i want that washburn guitar that i used in the studio!

2007-01-27T23:51:00.000-08:00

chiodos-baby,you wouldn't last a minute on the creek

Let's just stop,
drop everything,
(forget each other's names) forget each other's names,
And just walk away.
Turn around and head in different directions,
Like we never, it's like we never knew each other at all.
We said what we feel, then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
we just walk away.
This is probably the best,
not to mention the worst idea,
that I have ever had.
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
No awkward silences, no hiding any truths
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
What do you say?
This is probably the best,
not to mention the worst idea,
that I have ever had.
We say what we feel,
Then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
We just walk away.
Let's just stop,
Drop everything,
Forget each other's names,
Can we please just walk away?
It could be...It could be...
Like we never knew each other at all.
Walk away!
All egos aside, what do you say?
All egos aside, what do you say?
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
No awkward silences, no hiding any truths
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
What do you say?
We say what we feel,
Then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
We just walk away.

2007-01-27T23:44:00.000-08:00

fuck i got kicked on the ankle by some dude.which i dont know his name.
and my ankle was bleeding while playing soccer.hahha.now it has like 2 big cuts.
try getting kicked by soccer studs.hahha.pain i tell you.
anyway,in the morning had tennis round robin.trashed nicholas chan 6-0.haha.then i got thrashed by nicholas pua the great 6-0.then had tuition then went back to school and played soccer in the rain with amrit,aubrey,brian,jonho some other people.yeah was fun.then went to my grandma's house for dinner.im dead tired right now.and i swear the singaporevsmalaysia match was like a bunch of primary school kids kicking a ball around.hahha.i swear its not worth watching.well at least singapore's through to the finals.oh!and bjorn told me how to fold straw hearts!hahha.and dammit im listening to digital love.hahhaa.

2007-01-24T22:17:00.000-08:00

i finally got back my laptop.but i have to download all the programs and shit.fucking annoying.
lost all my songs and shit.luckily i dragged it into the desktop.lost all my pictures and videos.oh well.
school's boring as ever.and to add on,my brother is in my school now.like wth.lots of homework and shit.this year's gonna be slow i guess.
had tennis today.and wow.we actually did a bit of physical today.paired with nic pua.won 6-4 and paired with phung won 6-0.ahhahhaha.

dammit daphne loves derby has sad songs.!

2007-01-22T21:50:00.000-08:00

Thierry at the 94th minute=brilliant.
ARSENAL2-1manutd
i guess it was down to concentration and finishing.
i didnt know why fergie took ronaldo off.haha.it was funny.a very funny match.

loved the rivalry against my sister.

quit crying your eyes out.

2007-01-21T21:15:00.000-08:00

12am.
ARSENALvsman utd.

i bet my hair that arsenal will beat man utd.if they lose.then im botak.NAH IM KIDDING.
but ARSENAL'S gonna win!

byebye

2007-01-20T20:51:00.000-08:00

im over at brian's house now.haha.he's trying to play lamb of god on the acoustic.hahha.anway,im like gonna walk back home now cos the liverpoolvschelsea now.

I'M BRIAN AND I'M SEXY.JOEL IS GIVING ME"PRIVATE" TUITION LESSONS COS I'M WHAT?SEXY.yeah something along those lines.

anyway,my laptop's under repair and its ready on monday.AHHH.no internet.i can die.haha.

2007-01-15T22:04:00.000-08:00

i swear school's really tough nowadays.gotta cope with a math and all.homework.i think school's kind of boring without the year 6's from last year.oh well.
dude,this is to you.give it a chance.make friends.welcome to the real world man.life's a bitch.

yeah okay.im listening to my itunes playlist now.freaking emo and all.oh well.im on thissuicideapology playlist now.sweet.

OH YEAH.ERIC CLAPTON WAS AWESOME I TELL YOU!HE ROCKED.HIS SOLO'S,THRILLS AND ALL.AWESOME.HE HASNT LOST IT YET.

yeah.thats all i can think of right now.bye

2007-01-12T22:48:00.000-08:00

weekends finally here.dammit school's a stress now.lots of homework.taking down of notes and shit.sucks so bad.oh well.at least the eric clapton concert's tmr!haha.cant wait.the rain's making me tired so byebye.

2007-01-10T21:39:00.000-08:00

school's been okay so far.for econs its a drag.for the rest its pretty okay.for e math and add math i have bjorn,desmond and liz.and for CLB i have brian,maddy,anna.english i have natassia,anna!!hahha.for like econs i joke around with min kyeon.hahha.he's so funny.geog class is so dead!haha.biondi chris and i can sleep in there man.its so boring.hahaha.

guess life's been good so far.oh tuesday had soccer training.scored on my first training okay!haha.coach said i didnt lose my skill after taking a break from it.hahaha.YEAH!natassia changed phones with me.haha.i like her music phone and i am so having it.haha.i joke.

oh yeah.arsenal beat liverpool again!!!this time it was 6-3.!!away okay!at anfield!HAHAHA.quek is an idiot he should support arsenal not liverpool!!HAHA

2007-01-08T20:35:00.000-08:00

AAAHHHHHHHHHH.WHERE THE HELL IS MY BBH RING!I CANT FIND IT!DAMMIT.shit brian youre gonna go nuts.dammit.did i leave it in your house dude!?so anyway.my teacher's are okay.not good but okay.i have one very random teacher and strict one.oh well.my class is alright but when i move around i only have min kyeon and bjorn to stick with.no brian or aubrey!!!!like dammit eh.haha.soccer training tmr.cant wait to get my fitness back.
school's a bore nowadays.oh well.this is a stupid post.byebye

2007-01-07T21:58:00.000-08:00

oh well.my cold's going down.all thanks to brian toh the asshole.he passed it to me.haha.i joke.last night i watched the liverpoolVSARSENAL match yeah arsenal won 3-1 yeah!brian quek i should have bet with you!stayed home cos i wasnt feeling well.hahaha.bummed around till 4.30 then went to town with my family.walked around and had dinner.went to the supermarket bought stuff then came back home.and i hate my sister!!!!!!i joke.haha.for one particular reason yes i hate her!hahaha.school tmr.im gonna drop geog and take bio.oh yeah.talking about school.my class is 3Y.and there's plenty of vietnamese people.oh well.and only bjorn and desmond are in my class and brian and aubrey arent in even one of my classes!how lucky.stupid shit.oh well byebye.

2007-01-07T12:32:00.000-08:00

"He who makes a beast of himself,gets rid of the pain of being a man"-Dr.Johnson.

2007-01-06T23:45:00.000-08:00

so there's been this hot topic about moving to australia which i really do not like.oh well.i really dont wanna move there.
i have plenty of bad reasons not to go there.
1.different environment.people selling drugs,faggs,gangsters.
2.new school new everyone.
3.away from my dad.
4.away from my buddies brian and aubrey.BBH forever.TSA.fantastic3
5.no point moving there cos after 3 more years im gonna come back to singapore for NS.
6.the academic system here is better.and i don't wanna be way back in australia.and there's a better future here with the academic system
7.im settled in singapore
8.im sure my sis will miss her friends too and wouldnt want to move there.
9.if i move there it would be difficult and take a lot of time to settle down.cos of difference of race and everything
10.im in the midst of my teenage years and there would be some trouble there if i move there and focus on settling instead of other things
11.what im doing now in sec3 might be what the 17 year olds might be doing.

anyway.i wanna stay if they move there.dammit i dont know who will pay for the fees.maybe i should start saving up although it wont help that much.brian gave me a good idea.i can stay at brian's house.oh well.one very good reason.jun cai said its a shithole there.its badd.thats why he's back in singapore.im having a mental block right now i cant think of points why i should not go there.im having a bad cold and sore throat.i wanna get out of this chapter.its a bad chapter.please read on faster so i can move on to a better chapter.

i wish i could turn back time and change what i did wrong.to something good.

so this post took me half an hour to think about and write.dont wanna move there at all.

the past is only the future with the lights on.

2007-01-06T23:17:00.000-08:00

dude why dont you think of whats happened.and why its becomed like all this shit.??

plus44

Turn it up, I never want to go home,
I only want to be part of your breakdown.
She got caught by the four on the floor,
It picked her up and she’ll never get let down.
And now I can’t, stop, thinking about it,
All you people at the top don’t know nothing about it.
We don’t give a fuck what the price is,
So just leave us to our own devices,
And we’ll leave you alone.
I’ll be there when you heart stops beating,
I’ll be there when your last breaths taken away.
In the dark when there’s no one listening,
In the times when we both get carried away.
When we both get carried away.
She says it all without a thought in her head,
She says it all, and she’s pressed up against me.
A little something just to take off the edge,
A little more and I’ll fall off the planet entirely.
I’ll be there when you heart stops beating,
I’ll be there when your last breaths taken away.
In the dark when there’s no one listening,
In the times when we both get carried away.
When we both get carried away.
I’ll be there when your heart stops beating,
I’ll be there when your last breaths taken away,
In the dark when there’s no one listening.
In the times when we both get carried away.
When we both get carried away.
When we both get carried away.
(I’ll be there when your heart stops beating.)
When we both get carried away.
(In the dark when there’s no one listening.)
When we both get carried away.

2007-01-04T14:31:00.000-08:00

so first day of school tmr.looking forward to it.just wanna be in the same class as brian and aubrey.that will be the sex.just dont wanna be in the same class as the retards.haha.the irritating ones.haha.oh well.im supposed to be at peninsula with brian and aubrey but my mom says im spending unecessary money.oh well.i want a belt.haha.i swear my back's aching like crap.and it hurts.haha.i knw this is a random post but who cares.i freaking learnt the whole song of hourglass on GP4.awesome shit.haha.
tmr is like a cca fair for the new students so i gotta help out for the tennis booth.but in my mind it tells me to join back soccer.haha.then after school which ends at 12 tmr i have my guitar lesson at 2.cant wait.shit.notetoself joel.ask mom for guitar fees.

i'll be there when you heart stops beating

2007-01-03T21:33:00.000-08:00

ahh i have no school till friday.like today is like orientation,tmr there's orientation.then friday theres school.oh well.i reallp hope BBH are in the same class.for most of them at least.today i went for training in the morning till 11.30.then coach sent me home.watched the arsenal match.we beat charlton 4-0 yeah!haha.henry's back!oh yeah.then i practiced calling all cars cos tsa are gonna jam to it.yesyes.then i had tuition at 4.30 till 6.omg.ad maths is so confusing.what surds and all.dammit.oh well.i'll get used to it.oh eayh.during training while i was serving i sprained my back.its freaking pain.i think its gonna be like a long term one like me knee.im wearing a kneeguard for sports.oh well.whatcanisay.im accident proned.HAHA.oh yeah.yesterday TSA jammed at marcus' house.it was awesome shit.we started off slow then i guess we got it going.haha.my ears were buzzing like crazy after the jamming session.it was until this late afternoon.haha.

2007-01-01T02:00:00.000-08:00

happy new year!just came back from a party at the wine gallery or something.yeah.was okay.haha.i've got many resolutions to fufil this year.and im gonna make this year a very memorable one.something that i can look back and enjoy it. so went to the party with brian's family.and the neighbours.omg.garret and kenn were so mischevious.brian and i were like babysitters or something.then the band was like playing all the old songs.hahha.the dinner was okay.had like 3 cups and 1 shot.haha.all for new year.haha. so after the countdown went to brian's house with andrew and honky.ahaha.they are funny people man.haha.so now its like 2.00and i have a lunch at conrad hotel in 10 hours.haha. this year has been a good one.just wanna thank everyone who has been there for me.sticking with me throughout the year.and sorry to anyone i offended.no hard feelings eh.haha.somehow i feel that 2007 will be a good year!yes im gonna get good grades and new friends!

thanks for 2006.loveyouallguys.

2006-12-30T23:47:00.000-08:00

im am damn happy because i just got a hamer sx series electric guitar+line6spyder 15watt amp.im happy.

i just do not know how to express myself.how i feel for that person.taken but being played.oh well,time will tell.

2006-12-30T06:33:00.000-08:00

2006-12-30T01:07:00.000-08:00

you shred on with your guitar too!

shred on with your guitar dude!

i totally dedicate this post to my cousins.zac and wes.

its gay i guess.but thats what cousins are for.one day already and i miss you guys like shit.
rmb when we used to fool around in mama's house doing stupid stuff.or going over your house just chilling around.or 5 years back.we would play some king and queen game.and catching around 721.well i hope you guys do well in beijing and get some hot chicks.well if there is in beijing.hahhaha.please come back and visit us.and we'll go visit you too.love you guys man.

2006-12-29T22:47:00.000-08:00

ahhh!daphne loves derby is making me feel sad!

daphne loves derby-hopeless love

200 miles away from home.
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs,
but you don't care at all, at all.
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming
as the water filled my lungs, my lungs.
You demand to be chased for your love.
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
But you don't care at all.
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.
Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel every time you're here.
What would it take for me to be with you?
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed.
Please be impressed.
I'd go so far to please you
but I bet you wouldn't care at all, at all.
Hopeless love, please leave me.
This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long.
Why don't you care at all?
I'm dying for a place in your heart.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.
Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget
about the way I feel every time you're here.
Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight.
And now I regret the day we met.
And help me forget your name.

2006-12-28T22:58:00.000-08:00

you're standing there alone,and so am i,

so yeah.i forgot about the farewell party for my cousins.so i went in the end,didnt go for the bbq at brian's house.well im gonna miss them.good luck zac and wes.love you two sexy guitarists.!
ate at peperoni for the farewell.celebrated zac's birthday as well.aye-yam-sofa-king-weeta-did.i was freaking laughing my ass off when my grandfather tried to say that.haha.then my grandmother got it after 5 minutes or so.haha.before the dinner.met up with auvrey to buy brian's christmas present.then we had some bubble tea and went to surprise brian.have fun with the godfather game bitch!yeah.then we came up with the intro and verse riffs for our original song.havent thought of the title yet though.then we fooled around.got aubrey and i got high and started fooling around.think brian posted it up on youtube.was damn funny.then we watched saw3.it was so damn gory.cutting open the skull.then you can see the blood oozing out like a fountain.oh yuck.
shit.doing nothing tmr up till 2.guitar lesson.crap.i dont wanna continue learning and justice for all.its 9minutes plus and its boring.hahaha.
the internet is still not working properly.so stupid.

but i want you here,by my side.

2006-12-27T23:06:00.000-08:00

so im back from the cruise.was actually fun.cos i saw nicole after how many years!haha.
we cruised to penang.had like char kway tweow,ice kachang,prawn noodles.then we went to phuket.bought the rugby world cup 2007shirt!haha.damn cheap.haha.so we spent time in the cruise in the arcade and in the cinema and the buffet place of course.haha.
watched monsterhouse,supernamn returns,she's the man and click.
watched click again with nicole and gwen.thank god i didnt cry!AHAHA
played bingo,spent a few hours on the helipad.the wind speed is like awesome.it was our last holiday with my cousins.their moving to beijing.will miss those two man.yeah.the cruise was good.unexpected but yeah.
it was really good catching up with nicole.!

oh well the internet's screwed up.hate it

2006-12-22T00:38:00.000-08:00

im freaking stoned.cousins went back home 2-3 hours ago?yeah.i just watched pick of destiny.not a bad movie.thought it would be better though .oh well.breakfast tmr with BBH and then guitar lesson.

oh well.im freaking tired.its 12.38am.its friday.one more day to the chritstmas party.2 more days to the cruise.im tired.goodbye

2006-12-19T22:10:00.000-08:00

so some shit happened early in the morning around 5am.
i am sleeping peacefully until i feel stuff dripping on me.in my sleep im thinking"holy shit.is my brother pissing on me.?!?"so i get up.and i see him waking me up telling me the the ceiling is leaking.so we dragged our bunks to the centre and we started cleaning the mini flood.until.my brother climbs up his bunk.and dries the wall.and bam.a water fountain comes to life.like it was as if someone was pissing from the ceiling to the floor.like you know.that angle of the pee flowing down.HAHA.that was crazy.5 buckets full of water?then we woke up the maid.yeah.
did the cleaning up and mopping till 7am.then i got tired and played football manager.had breakfast and then i went to brian's house.he got me a metallica-master of puppets shirt!!how sweet of you sexy!haha.and the BBH ring!then aubrey came over.then we went to cine and watched dejavu.didnt get it.cos i had to piss 3 times.i freaking missed the climax.hahaha.before that we say gillian and charins.haha.oh yea.before that i owned brian in daytona AGAIN.haha.

oh well.5 more days till im on the cruise.cant wait to get out of singapore.4 more days to the christmas party.

can the TSA please jam soon?

2006-12-19T03:18:00.000-08:00

Andy Mckee - Drifting - www.candyrat.com

awesome guitarist.

2006-12-18T20:31:00.000-08:00

today is the 18th.5 more days to my family's christmas party.6 more days to the star cruise to KL and phuket.7 more days to christmas.13 more days to new year's eve.14 days to new year.17 more days till school starts.wow.i just wanna get my presents and get away from singapore.go to KL and have roadside food.unhygenic yes.but worth it cos its damn good.i wanna go out.BBH?
last week was okay i guess.learnt the four horsemen.then watched the holiday.okay movie i guess.oh yeah.i thought of the truck that i fixed.like i got it 2 years ago.haha.for the past few days.went to drive my truck around in the rain.its awesome.haha.kiddy yes.wait its not.its this cool truck which you must fix yourself.haha.its damn bloody cool.it can drive in huge puddles of water.hahaha.and sand.shit.i think im reliving my childish times.i guess its a hobby.haha.so man utd lost to west ham1-0.and chelsea beat everton.bloody hell.drogba is such an ass.he scores at vital moments.and my dear ol arsenal drew with portsmouth.2-2.yea.could have won.just couldnt apply the finish i guess.

my dreams have been really funny.few days ago.my tennis coach was introducing the new tennis players to the star players.then he was like.this is the captain-joel foo.you must learn from him.wth.i wanna quit tennis and then i dream of this shit.maybe its just coincidence.ahh.i cant wait to get away from singapore.have the damn good buffet in the cruise.go to the arcade.fool around with my cousins.probably play basketball.

2006-12-14T13:24:00.000-08:00

holy shit.cant the holidays be over and done with.everybody's away.aubrey is grounded.brian's in japan where hot hookers are!haha.maddy is in aspen.that lucky girl.almost everyone i know is on holiday.id rather go to school than staying at home.rotting my ass off.oh well.at least theres the gym to go to.
my week's been crappy.didnt do anything productive.yesterday.went out with my bro to catch eragon.was quite good.yea.then we got our sister's present.you better let me rip it off man!
woke up at 3.30am today.watched the wiganVSARSENAL match.we won 1-0.then i slept at 5.30 and woke up at 10am.and im not feeling tired.oh yea,i dont know why but my sleeping pattern is like screwed.i can sleep very early or late.or sleep very late.
9 more days to the christmas party.10more days to the star cruise to KL and phuket.cant wait to get out of singapore.eat the food at the roadside of KL.oh yea.char kway teow.chendol.haha.i bet i will get a tummyache cos its a roadside stall.and in phuket can buy all the shit that i want.but bangkok is still better.all the cheap games there.
i cant wait for tmr.guitar lesson.oh yea!my sis might be going to my school!!holy shit.sucks so bad.i hope she goes to acs independent.international wont suit her.trust me on this one.i know you are reading this.i will tell you why sis.
oh well.i guess i will go play football manager to kill time?goodbye

'tis the season to be fuckingboring lalalalalalalalala

2006-12-09T17:34:00.000-08:00

oh fuck.the little kids downstairs are screaming their asses off.damn noisy.im on like the last floor which is the 4th.they woke me up from my sleep.and now my windows are all shut with bullet for my valentine in the background.oh well.

so the christmas party is coming in 2 weeks time.thats fast aint it.and before i know,i'll be on a star cruise on the 24th till 27th.stops and KL and phuket.and then all i will know that new year will happen and then school again.

talking about school,bought some of my school books for sec3.holy shit.i cannot believe that literature is compulsory.i flipped open the book.holy shit.introduction,shakespeare's life,wth i dont wanna know your life.i think lit is a girl thing.im so gonna try and drop lit.so yea.i already got my new school shoes.nike.and then my uniforms.haha.i think im becoming fat man!im on size 34 now!WTH.im gonna watch my weight and start excercising.and sure as hell my pacs are fading.oh man.gotta get it back.

my guitar is becoming real good.justin is a hell of a teacher dude.he was doing the solo for master of puppets.the 2nd solo.i only can handle the 1st solo.awesome shit there.

today is saturday and there is a manchester derby match later on.and tmr is the chelseavsARSENAL match.viva la arsenal.so ive been thinking.i already lost my passion for tennis.and i miss soccer like crazy.i cant even think why i quit soccer.im gonna enjoy what i do and join soccer back.im sure coach will torture me if i join back.lots of physicals im sure.crazy shit.

i actually cant wait for school cos ive been rotting at home.cant wait to see friends again.play soccer and all that shit.

2006-12-06T17:20:00.000-08:00

had a really crazy dream last night.
and all i knew was that i woke up and the dream didnt even finish.
yea.so this friend of mine i knew since i was really young.i still know her.yea.and then its kid off random but we started going and and then we started dating.then we got like very close to each other and shared secrets.haha.how stupid.and then we end up kissing in a party.yea.then i woke up.

you're cute when you scream

2006-11-28T21:18:00.000-08:00

monday

lets see.rotted at home.played fifa 07 on the xbox.counter strike.football manager 07.then slept a while.if i rmb.started to rain.had lunch.then went to parklane mall.was damn early for guitar lesson so i hung around macdonalds.so before my lesson started,the dude inside was playing laid to rest.was bloody awesome.so it was my turn and justin(teacher)was like damn rockstar-ish.cos it was my first time and he was like"and you are?"with a dao face.haha.damn cool.
did 1/4,1/8,1/16 notes-metro something.then he asked me to play some riffs.so i played master of puppets.yea.was the sex.then he taught me master of puppets.so now im learning it now.fcuking awesome.

today

slept till 10?woke up had lunch then went to changi airport.mom came back from korea then went to lavender to renew my passport.valid for 5 more years which is damn good so i dont have to go every year to update my passport.went home and just rotted.now im gonna go bathe and sleep.which i know i cant but training at 8 tmr.must go.i've been skipping the past few lessons.bad captain joel!

obey your master!

2006-11-26T23:20:00.000-08:00

so the seniors had prom yesterday.school's sure gonna be silent without them.im pretty sure the rahrah and all the jokes with them will be missed.like sugi,iain,esther,mel,alex all the year 6's whom i talk to.thanks for the motivation and inspiration guys!will miss you all.
oh yea,thank you esther for all those motivating words before the exams.haha.really helped.!i remember how i knew you guys more.when we were OGL's for 2006 orientation.

so anyway,today was pretty much rotting at home again.woke up at 11?then had lunch at swiss club and rotted at home.waiting for the man utd VS chelsea match at 12 now.45 more mins.cant wait.i'll be a chelsea fan this time for this match.then arsenal can play catching.we've got a game in hand.so anyway,arsenal lost to bolton.i must say.they ar tough man.but really.their second goal wasa offside.but i guess the ref gave them the benefit of doubt.

haha.so now im talking to nicholas pua.im betting with him if chelsea beats man utd.he'll pay me 10.if man utd beats chelsea.i shave till i have 2 cm left of hair.sounds like a good deal to me.cos i have shaved bald twice this year.

2006-11-26T06:49:00.000-08:00

Gol Ronaldinho chilena, Barça 4 Villarreal 0

this dude is amazing.im so gonna try that!

2006-11-26T00:10:00.000-08:00

im so damn bored.its 12.09am and im waiting for the arsenal match.it starts at 1.10am.so damn bored.anyway,i finally learned unholy confessions.its sweet shit.riffs are awesome.so today,i just rotted at home.actually.in the morning went to update my passport but then the queue was freaking long.then had breakfast at crystal jade at holland v.went back home.went to the club to play abit of tennis.till it got damn hot.so i couldnt take it and stopped playing.coach nez says i've got a sweet single backhand!:DDDhaha.brian quek.coach nez said that to me.haha.

i guess i'll just go and watch the liverpool match now to kill time.

2006-11-24T22:17:00.000-08:00

i find it very rude.when someone takes stuff off the desk.and does not put it back to its original place.

so anyway-thoughts aside.TSA(not total surface area)its this suicide apology. jammed together.we played ehhh.dammit,scotty doesnt know,i miss you,unholy confessions and dance dance.was awesome.must have more practices.finally going for lessons.on monday.cant wait!we jammed at marcus' place.for like 2 hours.then we took 165 to serene centre.had dinner there then we fooled around.we did shit to brian's dinner.marcus spat inside his coke,licked his own fries and put it on brian's tray.i put a sticker inside his straw.but he found out.haha.then brian used marcus' tissue which was stuffed in his ass.haha.then brian smashed ice cream on aubrey's face.then brian got smashed.haha.brian chased marcus from serene to farrer road.then aubrey rubbed the ice cream on my back.haha.damn funny.

went back to marcus' house then we just did stuff and shot pallets at each other.then i went home while the rest went to fool around.
holy shit,just one more month till i board the star cruise.without fail.we always go to the cruise every year.ahaha.do the same stuff actually.arcade.buffet.late nights.shitting.sleeping.eating.swimming.nah.im not gonna swim.haha.come to think of it.my lower 2 pacs are coming back.haha.day before the eve of christmas.we have a party at my house for an early christmas celebration.then on the eve of christmas the entire family will be on board.how nice.i can so imagine the relatives gambling at the casino while my cousins and i will be at the arcade.haha

unholy confessions

2006-11-21T22:33:00.000-08:00

so yea.new layout.i love it!haha.
today,in the morning.i was playing football manager then went over to brian's house.he's such a fagg.gillian was there.then we headed to far east with eugenia.then we had pepperlunch.we all camwhored.hahhahaha.then eugenia bought tickets for just friends.its nc 16.so yea.we went to the arcade and played daytona!then the puck game.then we went to the movie.but then the fella said he wanted to see our ic.so damn it.we wasted 6.50.i could have used it to buy like guitar polish or something.haha.
then gillian went home.
so brian and i went home also.174 took damn bloody long.walked up the hill and got back home.had dinner and did all the other shit.
so im gonna go crash after this post.then wake up at 3.30 for arsenal VS hamburg.then hopefully i'll wake up in time for tennis training.

what have i done now?i think im falling for you

2006-11-21T21:22:00.000-08:00

Chris Adler--Now You've Got Something to Die For

adler brother's kickass

2006-11-21T06:26:00.000-08:00

i suck in the drums

maddy taught me the basic beat!

2006-11-19T22:27:00.000-08:00

Tribute (complete version) - Tenacious D

2006-11-19T01:09:00.000-08:00

i need some ec.
so anyway,casino royale is a really good show that you guys must catch.
so school was finally over on friday.lets see..speech night.the dance was really good and the drama peformance.i think beatrice can dance really really well!hahah.so yea.i got best sportsman for year 2 and best camper.haha.one big trophy on my shelf now and a certificate.

i cant believe that they are not telecasting the arsenal match.total nonsense.oh,talking about soccer.my sister agrees that mark clatenburg cannot referee at all.he doesnt know how to play on.and his calls are ridiculous.

im finally meeting my dad after a few weeks.probably gonna watch a movie or something.

so yea.my holidays so far.
rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.rotting at home.

thats pretty much my holidays so far.unless i get my job that is.i guess i'll go get back my bottom two pacs since the holidays are here?i havent been working out.so i better start.

2006-11-16T22:25:00.000-08:00

just came back from aubrey's house.
was damn fun.we watched stay alive.i wanna get that game looks fun.and aubrey has a freaking xbox 360 and the 360 fifa 07 game!im so gonna go over his house and play for the whole day.liz and caren came over and watched stay alive then they went.then we play xbox 360.oh yea i forgot.brian was with us too.
dani california.haha.good song to play on the guitar.anyway,after dinner we walked to king albert park and had milkshake.tastes like hell lots of thickener to me.then we walked aubrey home then brian and i took like a 2 min bus ride back home.

so anyway,christmas is coming and you can check out my wishlist under the links.hint hint eh.
h yea.TSA might be up and coming.
speech night tmr...aubrey,we're so gonna play soccer the whole day tmr.

2006-11-14T19:22:00.000-08:00

i have this balaku on my lip.all thanks to jon ng.hahaha.he elbowed while playing basketball.its damn huge la.haha.i hope it goes away before speech night.cos im like gonna be on stage getting awards and i have to take a picture.haha.got my report card back.pretty damn good shit!haha.ayway,brian is an asshole and he should know why.haha.that fagg.oh yea i wanted to say this.

ARSENAL3-0LIVERPOOL

i doubt james morgan reads my blog but yea.haha.ownage yea!
there is no school on thursday.and i wanna go out and actually do something.maybe like go and apply for jobs.ben and jerry's hasnt called me yet.i hope they will.i need some$$$$$$$.
yes.cash i say.CASH.

oh yea i forgot something.my bro dared me to wear the burger king crown made out of cupboard paper.for 10 bucks man!in vivo city after dinner.so i was like of course.so i wore it and everyone looked at me.was damn funny.in the end i gave back the 10 bucks to him.haha.
talking about funny shit.today was damn bloody funny in the general office man.nico,nick and i were opposite mac duy and quash.HAHA.fcuking funny la.cos they are like vietnamese,they were playing some game and they were talking at the same time.the way they said "du mai"was fcuking funny and all the other crap they said.i had crams man!it was that funny.then auntie lisa asked us to get out but then we didnt and she turned off the air con and nick was like"you turn off you also hot"then she said she didnt mind then nick was like i also dont care.then we just stared at each other and laughed our balls out.she got jacked.hahaha.

rockapella concert tmr.have to skip tennis training.quek if you read this tell coach or whoever.thanks.

this is,what i am.this is,what i am.

2006-11-10T22:29:00.000-08:00

the nba season finally started.miami heat is playing tmr.haha.think i will be awake.
cant wait for school to be fucking over.hate it.we rot in school.we dont do anything.we just slack and wait for time to tick by.damn boring.so yea.i brought my gameboy to school today!!HAHAHA.dont worry.i didnt play pokemon.i played some soccer game.

so you think you are all that,on top of the world.well hell no bitch
anyway,i am fucking pissed and im gonna rant about it somewhere else.

goodbye.

2006-11-06T21:11:00.000-08:00

chiodos-baby,you wouldnt last a minute on the creek

Let's just stop,drop everything,
(forget each other's names) forget each other's names,
And just walk away.Turn around and head in different directions,
Like we never, it's like we never knew each other at all.
We said what we feel, then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,we just walk away.
This is probably the best,not to mention the worst idea,
that I have ever had.Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,No awkward silences,
no hiding any truthsIgnoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done, What do you say?
This is probably the best,not to mention the worst idea,
that I have ever had.We say what we feel,
Then we stop ourselves,And just walk away.
Never looking back,Loving every second of it,
We just walk away.Let's just stop,Drop everything,
Forget each other's names,Can we please just walk away?
It could be...It could be...Like we never knew each other at all.
Walk away!All egos aside, what do you say?
All egos aside, what do you say?Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,No awkward silences,
no hiding any truthsIgnoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done, What do you say?
We say what we feel,Then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,We just walk away.

2006-11-06T07:23:00.000-08:00

i've been doing lots of thinking lately.and everythings looking good.i did fcuking well for my exams.yea.all the other crap has been solved.i used to rmb 3 years ago back in st.michael's what a complete jackass i was.i was slacking like it was nobodys business.well i guess i've gotten out of that 3 year sleep.so when i go on to read my blog again next year.i hope that i will somehow find this post under archives and remind myself not to be a jackass.

went to church yesterday.like funally eh.after 1 month.was great to go back to small group time.i couldnt rmb the songs during worship time.that sucks.oh yea,PEOPLE COME DOWN TO ACS(international)FOR A CARNIVAL ON THURSDAY WHICH STARTS FROM 12.30 TO 3.30.
yea three hours.but still come down.and better come down to my groups stall.its gonna be all good.

i watched the arsenal match last night.the ref is fcuking biased.i wanna go confront him la.so mnay fouls that he didnt call and he doesnt know how to take advantage of play.wenger and pardew were in a push fight.hahhaha.oh well.arsenal lost.

2006-11-01T19:41:00.000-08:00

got my results back.and so far its really all good.
all B's.and one C and one A*.need to find out about my maths.
anyway,i freaking pulled my groin muscle and it fcuking hurts.training got called off today cos of the bloody rain.so being me,walked out to da paolo with maddy,nico,joseph,brian,nick,charins and kyk.we were drenched.yea.ate at holland v then brian and i took bus home.and it was pouring like shit.hahaha.we were damn cold.oh yea.when wo took 74?used coins.then this lady driver was there la so brian was like"uncle,i mean auntie liang ge ren.""ni de ez ka?wo yao kan."then we were like.basket.that idiot.brian was like wearing school uniform.hahaha.here's the funny part.i showed her mine and said"nah nah nah.kan le mah?"then she was like"what nah nah nah."then i was like"whatever man"walked away with brian and said the B word.hahaha.
funny shit right there.

yea.so we went home and our shoes got wet and all.got home took a damn hot shower.then played FM07 then slept.and i just had my dinner and that stupid jovel got a job without me la.

2006-10-29T23:00:00.000-08:00

im at brian's house now.and he's talking to maddy.and im on www.teagames.com playing some game.im bloody bored.i think we're getting results back.just afraid of maths.hahha.

ELLO I'M BRIAN AND I'M SEXY.hahahahaha.joel has a big spongebob over his junior.and my boxers say,"Sir, step out of the car please." hahaha.yay halloween party coming up.well hopefully it goes well well and really great.JOEL'S AFRAID OF MATHS AND SO AM I.AHHHH.he's playing my psp now.FRIGGIN HILARIOUS!hahaha its like free entertainment for myself.he talks to himself.like,"shit whats wrong with me" and while he is lying down he suddenly springs out of the bed and goes "WAHHHH" hahahahahah XDDD

gonna make him cam-whore or something.back to you joefoo.

qwerty..shit.i have officially lost my gaming skills.i drew with georgia while i was using france!
bullcrap.i suck now

school's tmr.shit

2006-10-29T06:43:00.000-08:00

2006-10-26T21:54:00.000-07:00

HOOOOOOOOOO!!!SAYSAYSAY!!
EXAMS ARE FREAKING OVER!!HOOOOOO!!
WASABAI!!
haha.im damn happy la.but then when results come out...
yeah.you know.
went out after maths exam today.paper 1 was a killer.paper 2 was alright.
went to great world with desmond,brian,yan kai,maddy and gill.
we watched death note.quite a good movie.cant wait for deathnote 2.
art exam tmr.which is the last.im gonna do calligraphy.hhaha.
anyway,whats up with girls and korean drama eh?????
my sister watches it.esther does.every girl does i bet.
my auntie's watches it too.must be some hot guy i guess.
i thought channel 8 drama was good enough.
AHHA.

anyway,cant wait to get employed.haha.my mom approves of it.
get cash..oh yes.
my speakers are screwed.sounds like some muffled person singing.

2006-10-03T22:27:00.000-07:00

bloody hell..my xray results are not out yet.
anyway,exams are really really soon.
i can fcuking do this.
concentrate and do well.
i just need to revise on my science now.
the topic on light.hate it.angle of reflection incident ray.wth la.
at least my mathematics is getting better.

what a way to start off tmr.
double art.
we're gonna be screwed man.no calligraphy set.its so expensive anyway.

arsenal-5 games won in a row.
now there's international duty.then when the players come back from international duties,they have a different mindset.
next game against watford at home.

2006-09-28T20:00:00.000-07:00

yeemah just spoke to me about my knee.
i might have thishttp://www.emedicine.com/EMERG/topic347.htm

shit man.gotta stop playing sports.that sucks.
school's been alright.less than a month to the eoys.
cant wait till its over.then i do whatever i want.

arsenal's on fire!4 games won in a row.sweet!
think gallas and rosicky is making a HUGE impact.

oh yea,we have this science quiz which is damn fun.
we had like 8 red squares and the other team had 18?
we fought back and now its 3/4 our board.

2006-09-26T21:46:00.000-07:00

hello wello

so whats been up lately?
eat.
sleep.
shit.
study.
exams coming REAL soon.

i need to spend more time with my mathematics.
so anyway,whats happening on th 13th of january next year?!?
ERIC CLAPTON!and im going baby!
cant wait.
oh yea,i will be spending chrsitmas on the star cruise.
somehow,i am not as excited.
we do the usual stuff.
arcade.
eat.
sleep.
shit.
watch movies.
but lukcily there is cable there.cos boxing day bonanza is happening when im wont be cruise which means.all the soccer matches played in 1 day.

my cousins are gonna move to beijing.
somewhat sad.cos then it will be only my sister and bro in my grandma's house next time.
i salute you guys.

my right knee is really pain now.i cant take it.last time i could.now its just pain.
i need a X-RAY.some massuese is coming to my house to massage my knee.HAHA.

let's waste time,chasing cars.

2006-09-23T15:20:00.000-07:00

jeri's party was good.
it was damn grand man.sweet sixteen.
live band.35th floor.5 star hotel.
must be expensive.

so,yea.i was all dressed up.suit and all.
hahha.jun cai came to the party.
that funny guy.was good to see lix and hughlyn back in singapore again.

manav keeps asking me to go to elizabeth cafe i think thats what its called,
to watch the arsenal matches cos its the arsenal supporters area.
i wanna go man.
haha,OH YEA.maddy was all dressed up.pretty pretty.hahaha.madelene.its a compliment.

would you lie with me,and just forget the world.

2006-09-21T21:40:00.000-07:00

'why dont you talk to your friends in school?"

that struck me.well,if thats the case.then i better change for the better eh'?
came back from town.bought jerilyn's present.
brian's mom is funny.
'so dolls,is this jewellery good enough,dolls?"
funny funny.
tests have been okay so far.

i dont know what else to blog about.
tmr is jeri's sweet sixteen.
its gonna be damn hot wearing a suit and all.

2006-09-19T21:23:00.000-07:00

ARSENAL beat man utd 1-0!!
OH YEA!!

so anyway,school's been a stress.
oh yea,aubrey tore my uniform while playing soccer.
so right now,my cabinet has 2 torned uniforms.i threw the one aubrey tore.
the tear is huge.haha.

went to my uncle's house on saturday?
brought my guitar there to play with my cousins.
yea.'learnt' green tinted sixties mind.
then sunday,went to my grandma's house.had guo tie!world's best home made guo tie!
i ate like 10-15 pieces?then had 2 slices of chocalate cake my aunt baked.

got my outfit for jeri's party this friday.
its gonna be damn hot wearing the jacket and all.
brian and i have been gossiping lately.or maybe sharing secrets.
haha.

you'd say,its okay.

2006-09-15T22:45:00.000-07:00

so the rivalry between my sister and i for the upcoming OT clash.
first things first.
when you change to a new football stadium,you loose the grass that you used to play for 93 profilic years.the fans were different in highbury than in emirates stadium now.we need to get used to the surroundings.
for example,when you change house,you have to umpack everything and start from scratch and clean up the house and get used to the surroundings.
whereas,OT just expanded their old stadium.like as if i just renovated my house and im happier and all that crap.compare a crowd that feels at home because its been there for very long to a crowd in a new stadium who needs to get used to it.
THE FANS PLAY A MAJOR ROLE IN THIS BEAUTIFUL GAME.THEY BOOST UP THE PLAYERS MORALE.AND MAKE THE PLAYERS TRY TO PERFORM.

secondly,
my sister said that when a team has 5 KEY players out injured,then thats an excuse.well excuse me.im not kidding.
van persie has a hip injury,henry has a foot injury,toure has a hip injury,senderos has a shoulder injury,lauren has a knee injury an clichy will be a key player for arsenal now and he will have to step up to replace ashely cole and he's out injured too.
how MANY did i name??
SIX key players injured.
is that enough??half of the first team is injured.
because of that,justin hoyte and djourou has to step up.well at least they get experience.
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anyway,VIVA LA ARSENAL.
man utd VS arsenal.sunday.better watch it.its gonna be one heck of a game.
i'll be behind arsenal all the way.

lehmann

eboue gallas djourou hoyte

hleb fabregas gilberto rosicky

adebayor baptista

thats what im thinking.for the match.

2006-09-14T21:47:00.000-07:00

senses fail-the ground folds

Just throw it back, for one more night
On a starlit and moon-struck night
The ground did fold and eat us both
But all my love, I did devote
Beneath the rafters the angels sing
Spinning violence and playing with my heart
(This song) I wrote, for you to see
And my heart it now breaks
And the blood spilled down your spine
Lost inside another crash
The bones I had, turned into ash
The world did cry, the night you died
And I am no good at suicide
Beneath the rafters the angels sing
Spinning violence and playing with my heart
(This song) I wrote, for you to see
And my heart it now breaks
And the blood spilled down your spine
And I lost what was mine, and I want what was mine [x2]
My heart now it always breaks, the blood did drip and I did take
Another wish, another kiss, no more will for me to kill
We'd run away in our dismay, but please, come back to me

you cheap bastard

2006-09-12T08:24:00.000-07:00

im in school now and this post was for yesterday

havent been blogging.haha.
is it me or is msn down.cannt sign in.
listening to R.Star's album.song from the eye of an elephant.
actually quite nice.but its piano ballad.haa.
well,exams are soon and i need to focus more nowadays.
cant seem to concentrate.mrs.XYZ teaching like that.really need help from my tuition.

soccer-soccer

i dont know whats been happening to arsenal.
really dissapointed with our start to the season.
i think its because of the world cup,new stadium,injuries.
and luck.
clichy's out injured,diaby's out injured,lauren's out injured.
ashley cole and cygan are gone.william gallas,rosicky,baptista are in.
just 7 more games and we'll be back!just wait.

yes no maybe.i dont know...

2006-09-06T17:55:00.000-07:00

damned exams are coming real soon.
how i wished i had like mr ramesh or mr chen as my maths teacher.twice in a year i get this teacher of mine,cant say who cos i know VP reads our blogs.HAHA.i swear my maths deproved cos of the teacher.

anyway,miles and i have a plan.!haha.
i think tommy emmanuel is the best acoustic guitarist in the world.
he's damn fast.
oh yea,had tennis on tuesday.beat that ee jie dude.7-5.
that dude's in the head 3rd round.i should have signed up for the tournament.

2006-09-04T15:37:00.000-07:00

hello.

teacher's day was awesome.haha.
our acoustic performance was okay lah.damn nervous and all.
we didnt win.haha.siu mai's house won.also dont know how.HAHA.
whats been happening lately?
US open.sad thing agassi's out.
tuition.
gym.
eat.
sleep.

thats my september holiday.

anyway,there's tennis training tmr morning at 8.damn early.but yea,i just want to hit some tennis balls.must be because of US open.haha.
retard is like damn good la.can find me in pictures that are damn small with lots of people.

in your eyes

2006-08-30T22:09:00.000-07:00

okay.
whats been up lately.rehearsals for our acoustic session which is tomorrow!!!
tensions building man.fcuking nervous.
hope i dont screw up man.
wish me luck!
haha.talking to retard now.she's damn funny la.
she laughs at masks.haha.

okay,got nothing to say anymore.

2006-08-27T21:28:00.000-07:00

i just realised this year past by real fast.
i had dinner at some fish place which i didnt quite enjoy.but,we were walking about the onion soup and my mom's bread.and we had that during christmas.from december till now.
thats damn fast.like i thought i had the soup like 6 weeks ago.

today,i went to the gym and ran around the estate.
i feel accomplished.and i want to get the six pacs back.at the moment its four.haha.
arsenal lost to man city.which is crap.oh well.
i think jack johnson has nice guitar melodies to play.like better together and upside down and banana pancakes.

went to brian quek's house on saturday to rehearse for our performance in school next week.i screwed up many times.haha.i went to the 4th guitar riff too quickly.then both the brian's were like.you play that part 3 times!!haha.

before quek's house.went to bid jerre goodbye.
im gonna miss that horny kid.his house is rather big.in jen's way,GINORMOUS.haha.
well hope jerre has fun in california.

sitting,waiting,wishing

2006-08-24T21:46:00.000-07:00

what's been up lately??
quarrels,laughter,pain,embarrasment.yes jen,you know why.

quarrels.yes,please you be more realistic and stop using the same line to talk back.

got sick thanks to ANNA the great.have flu now.
yes and today,during basketball.i had to check out so i just slid my leg towards the line and.RRRRIIIPPPP.my pants gets a hole and of all people.jeniffer laughs the loudest.
damn embarresing man.my buttocks was facing the canteen!
luckily there was tennis training today so i wore my tennis attire.
thank god.

history project's due tomorrow.music project due tmr.
gotta get the chords right for my groups composed song.
i have like the verse and chorus.so yea.need the bridge.

sportsmaniac is a smart ass.

2006-08-18T22:05:00.000-07:00

words from a very wise person
esther.haha.

all this play acting,
can cause you to be confused,
so be sure before acting.

thank you esther.haha.really makes sense.

so yes esther,dont stress for A-levels ah.

---------------------------------

this weeks been quite okay.
one year six months,cute without the e and only one have been playing and playing on the ipod.
brian and i recorded cute without the e acoustic.was damn soft and i screwed up on the guitar.haha.

yes,and today esther was playing the guitar during lunch and i so happen to hear the guitar sound.so i went to play.then shun came to play.and he took my pick and left it on the guitar so now it is gone.my guitar pick!my fav pick!

i prefer ronald macdonald!

2006-08-17T20:42:00.000-07:00

YEAH BABY!
i wooped sugi's ass finally!
7-5,6-1.
finally man.im damn happy.
im even happier because.
yes natassia.HAHA.you know what.
where is my box???

swimming today sucked ass.got freaking crams on my calf and then they just put chlorine into the pool recently and my eyes is damn red and painful.
what if it turned out seriously?
thats all i can recall this week.

2006-08-13T17:19:00.000-07:00

going to SICC soon.for my mom's birthday.

im playing the electric guitar now.i swear that my guitar has plenty of feedback and i hate it.

juncai is such a dumb ass.he thinks im a man utd fan.hell no.im a true arsenal fan.i think he can go bow down to me.he keeps on asking me how to beat man utd in football manager.4-5-1 la.
anyway,miss that fella man.no more jokers around in school now.stupid fatty going to OFS.

i want an ipod video so bad.my ipod sucks.it keeps on breaking down.stupid mini.

2006-08-12T21:48:00.000-07:00

today was tiring.
woke up at 6.50.went to shower then went to school for tennis training.haha.coach owes me money.because i beat him.haha.
after tennis,my dad picked me up and we ate at holland v,then we went to my aunt's house for what?i dont know.played tennis there AGAIN.was boring la.then red wine and all.haha.

yes.then had macs then went home.brian came over just to get football manager.i had to update it la.took damn bloody long.then he left.and im blogging now.im dead tired so have a good day ahead fellas.

holy shit.god damn.

2006-08-11T18:52:00.000-07:00

oh yes,i finished the history project.i fell so productive nowadays.
got 93.3% for science test.yea baby!
anyway,i was late today thanks to melinda!haha.cos we are like car pooling.

---------------

i watch the rogers series at 8am.i start to panic when it is 8.10.so i call melinda.
-no answer.
i call iain just to make sure.
iain calls me back.
she just wakes up.
the time is 8.20 and i am content with being late.so i watch the rogers series.federer hits a dnw the line backhand shot when iain tells me to leave the house.
we get to school by 8.45.luckily there is chapel.so we sit at the back.
-------------

haha.yes.it was fun being late.nico and biondi were late too!haha.so we kept on talking during assembly and mrs tan and the rest sitting next to her asked us to shut up.haha.

tennis training tmr at 8am to 11!haha.then steamboat at my auntie's house.not looking forward to that.its always the same stuff we do there.eat,drink,play xbox,dai di.and stuff.get bored of it.

my phone is screwed up and the warranty card is expired.im content with using the 6230i.

my hand is on the trigger,im ready to ignite.

2006-08-10T22:15:00.000-07:00

SHOUT SHOUT LET IT ALL OUT.

RAAAHHHH.

okay,i need calm down and search for it tmr.left,right,centre.i have to find it.
today was an okay day.national day was boring.anyway,while i was bored,i decided to learn dust in the wind.getting almost there for the whole song.

please come home soon.

2006-08-06T10:24:00.000-07:00

went to town and i saw 3 people.
ananya,cheryl and stelli.haha.
so saw both of the chai's _.haha.
met my auntie from france for dinner with my dad's sides family.they are damn rubber time i tell you.meet at 4 come at 7.?!?!?
had tennis before i met them.hardly anyone was there.only jen,li-en from the team.haha.
luckily i brought my laptop.freaking bored at my uncle's house.

i think i do like you too.

2006-07-28T20:34:00.000-07:00

yesterday was awesome man!
mr.suresh from some company came to talk about business and all.
damn funny la he.
okay,julian had like ezheama or something like that.
so mr.suresh was like.
"yo,you okay right there?are you like cold should i turn up the air con or are you just horny?"
haha!then he was like"imagine you are scratching your body and then you see a hot girl."
haha!damn funny la.

today was alright.music we got scolded again.HAHA.we were sent out of class for not bringing our laptops.
gotta compose a song for music with desmond.
we already got the chords and all.
after school natassia gave me a ride home.haha.not really home.i walked home from serene centre then it so happen to rain all of a sudden.turns out my umbrella broke.it cant be locked when it is opened.so for a few minutes i looked like some dumbass holding the umbrella at the top.so i was likeWTF.so i took a tree branch and stuck it in the hole of the umbrella so it will lock.
went home.bathed.
and WALKED back again to macdonald's.ate with brian and madelene.revived my childhood times man.i was on the machine where you pay 20cents for a kiddy ride.ahaha.
yea.

rraawwrr

2006-07-28T20:25:00.000-07:00

best song of thr moment man!never get bored of a7x

bat country-A7X

He who makes a beast out of himself
Gets rid of the pain of being a man
Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
I tried to drive all through the night,
The heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights.
No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me.
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.
As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights.
My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite.
Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right.
Mental fiction follows me; show me what it's like to be set free.
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.
So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.
Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
These eyes won't see the same, after I flip today.
Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die,
we look up towards the sky for answers to our lives.
We may get some solutions but most just pass us by,
don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right.
I'll make a beast out of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man.
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.
So sorry you're not here I've been tame too long my visions so unclear
Now take a trip with me
But don't be suprised when things aren't what they seem
I've known it from the start These good ideas will tear you're brain apart
Scared but you can follow me I'm too weird to live but much too rare to die

2006-07-26T19:43:00.000-07:00

i think

hello.today was okay.had a damn weird dream last night.
way over it man.haha.
doing good with studies man!haha.
mr chew called us out yesterday.haha.cos we were talking.was fcuked.
cant be bothered.

we are after the same people.

2006-07-22T20:30:00.000-07:00

camp wasnt as fun as the leadership one.
i guess we werent that enthu.
well anyway,at least there was david,desmond,natassia to talk to during the boring camp.
haha.david was like disturbing hian lee when he was sleeping.
bunked in the tent with desmond hian lee and david.
desmond,miggy,sam,han and i did high elements on the last day.was damn fun.
i finally reached the top of the log thing.must climb up with like logs in between.it was like 3/4 of my height.
yea.the tent was like a suana.couldnt sleep.
oh ya,the night walk.
was bloody long.i thought it was a solo walk.like the leadership one which was awesome.
i walked with nicholas.haha.we talked about stuff.yea stuff.
we were the first ones to walk.haha.
hope that natassia isnt freaked out anymore.dont cry!haha.
oh yea,when we arrived back in singapore.,the bloody bus left.as in the first batch of people who went took all 3 buses with empty seats here and there.
we waited for like and hour?and a half?
so desmond,natassia and i had milo.like the powder.haha.
then the bus came we cracked jokes and stuff.

thank you brian!haha.

dust in the wind

2006-07-19T21:30:00.000-07:00

camp tmr an pulau ubin AGAIN.
cant freaking wait.but damn it we are not gonna climb the 8 storey obstacle course.
haha,i packed the 3-1 milo packet cos their milo sucks over there.
school's been alright so far.espacially all the tests and all.doing good at the moment.
anyway,joel is tired and needs to go knock out.

you're just another star.thats burnt out too quickly

2006-07-15T12:44:00.000-07:00

our rugby match turned out to be a disaster.
anyway,joseph scored one touchdown.the rest is history.
had tennis training this morning.
was damn boring la.all the intermediate people.so yea.
have tuition later.and family fiesta in school.i wont go if it rains.haha.

2006-07-10T21:34:00.000-07:00

shit.
france lost to italy.
damn it.
anyway,at least france did better than portugal and brazil.heh
pulau ubin camp next week.haha.looking forward to it.
the leadership camp was awesome.
haha,we had to walk through this forest alone at night.
and climb the TPC thing 8 storeys high with obstacles.
jump down scaffolding into the sea at night.
sleep with seng beng who tosses and turns.
we had to cook our own dinner.haha. that was nice.

had a science test today.
haha,it was rather hard.
oh ya,li-en and jen beat me and su-en in doubles.hahaha.
i was late for training and i was damn tired.haha.
luck la li-en!nah,im kidding.

2006-07-06T16:55:00.000-07:00

fuck 2006

2006-06-30T22:27:00.000-07:00

hello.
haha.tomorrow there is this leadership camp to go to at pulau ubin.
so school's been looking good so far.
i did better than expected for my final year geog paper.
haha.rugby is a damn good game.haha.
played contact and screwed my knee up.haha.

germany is going to beat argentina.
c'mon!
and france will beat brazil.
england will beat portugal
and ukraine will beat italy.

i could die for you

2006-06-27T21:11:00.000-07:00

trivium is a damn good band.
a gunshot to the head of trepidation is freaking good.
damn nice rythms.

school was alright today.
haha.played street soccer at the carpark.
sorry pattrick eh.for ramming the ball at your face.

i hope ghana beats brazil later on.
i love my new guitar strings.
vinci heavy metal strings.

okay.enough said.im damn bored.and i cant watch the world cup because my mom says i cant cos its a school day.i wanna watch the franceVSspain.
i want the les paul custom!

2006-06-26T22:32:00.000-07:00

madelene asked me to do this.

last breakfast: 2 ba zhangs
last meal: 4 hours ago
last game you played: football manager
last book you read: the bible
last thing you bought: ehh,dove chocolate and ice lemon tea at cold storage
last word you said: me
last time you were in a fight: cant rmb
last time you were pissed off: nong nong ago
last song you listened to: hotel california
last sport you played: HAHA.we played soccer in the hall with a plastic ball
last promise you made yourself: fcuking lose weight.
last tattoo you got: probably a batman tatoo like years ago
last country you visited: cambodia
last CD you bought: korn's twisted transistor
last person you smiled at: people at school
last thing on your mind: buy a history book
last time you were stoked: when i was trying to sleep

2006-06-26T22:24:00.000-07:00

damn it.
i cant sleep man.
shouldnt have slept at 7 just now.
now im awake and i want to watch the world cup.but then my mom will scold me and all.
spainVSfrance.
my fav teams la.i cant decide who will win.

played football manager before going to school.
haha.im using crystal palace.and i got promoted to the EPL.
and now im in 8th position.no cheating okay.
i got like,zokora,mintal,roger,emerton,berhalter,gilbert,djourou,flamini,barbosa,lee
and sold alot of players.

so school today was alright la.
espacially mr smith's class.
i think he can be a comedian.
we were like doing civilisation.
damn funny.
and he appointed steven as history rep.
HAHA.

once upon my nightstand

2006-06-25T21:26:00.000-07:00

oh man.
school's starting tmr.not looking forward to it.
if my school is an international school,shouldnt it have a summer break like SAS and all?
so cos of school i cant watch the world cup games besides the final.
yea.
my teams to win the world cup are

spain,germany,england,france,australia.

yea.
so this morning i woke up and then my ----ing shoulder blade was damn pain.
i think i pulled my muscle while serving yesterday playing tennis.
yea.i lost to brina 7-6,6-7,6-4 if i can rmb.

road trippin'

2006-06-22T18:32:00.000-07:00

what the f--k freaking funny la.haha.my condo's security guard is changing shift and then the other one is on duty.then now wtf are they talking about."COmplain COMPLAIN.NA BEY CH-- BY-"damn funny ah.like all the residents were sticking their heads out of the window.haha.

so my brother being a nosey parker is gonna go cycle to see what is going on.
typical singaporean.

damn funny la.
they are like saying all the hokkien bad words.my kokkien vocab has increased tremendously.damn funny la.
hope it drags on and on.

today was damn fun man.i got my revenge back.i won brian.we played tennis at swiss club on grass court.beat him 7-5,6-2.before tennis i was learning al that i've got acoustic and what went wrong.

yea,so school is starting real soon.i am somewhat looking forward to it.miss all my friends.
brian whats revenge.haha.when school re-opens.oh yea,desmond went for intensive training in indonesia for tennis.bet he's gonna be damn good now la.no more thrashing.

revenge is a dish best served cold

2006-06-19T01:48:00.000-07:00

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

Favourites
Favourite Colour: green,yellow
Favourite Food: alot man.
Favourite Song: dunno
Favourite Movie: how i know
Favourite Sport: tennis/soccer/rugby
Favourite Day of the Week: friday
Favourite Season: summer
Favourite Ice Cream: estivo's gelato

Currents
Current Mood: bored
Current Taste: water
Current Clothes: brown quiksilver shirt,green/brown/blue quiksilver shorts,bonds underwear!
Current Desktop: my laptop
Current Toe nail Colour: normal colour la.im not gay
Current Time: 4.47pm
Current Surroundings: my room,study table and a fan
Current Annoyances: too many to name
Current Thoughts: i wanna meet that girl.

Firsts
First Best Friend: gabriel.
First Crush: forgot
First Movie: cant rmb
First Lie: dunno.but im positive that i lied to one of my parents.
First Music: HAHA.BARNEY

Lasts
Last Cigarette: never
Last Drink: water.
Last Car Ride: last night
Last Crush: dont know
Last Movie: the omen
Last Phone Call: daniel
Last CD played: none.im on itunes

Have you ever
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: nah
Have you ever broken the law: nah
Have you ever been arrested: nope
Have you ever skinny-dipped: wth is this
Have you ever been on TV: nah
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: nah

Things
5 things you are wearing: my cross around my neck,pants,shirt,underwear,the guitars on my thigh
4 things you done today: went to school,ate at burger kind with daniel and jus,played the guitar,played FM06
3 things you can hear right now: the fan,slipknot saying"one more time im gonna fcuking snap!snap!",aeroplane
1 thing you do when you are bored: stone

PEOPLE TO TAG!
vanessa,adrian,alison,natassia(siu mai)

2006-06-15T23:32:00.000-07:00

got a new bike today.
KONA mountain bike.its nice but i need to go service it.my suspension is creeking.
its like greyish.
yea.was 550 bucks.there was this giant bike which was damn nice but it was way out of the budget.
haha.i played rocky with my bro and he spam and spam.same move all over again.damn cheap.
cycled and bought stuff from iecons.
im damn bored la.half an hour more till england VS trinidad and tobago.im sure mr.adrian chai will be cheering for trinidad.haha.i hope theo walcott plays like later on.
i say england to win it by 2 to 3 goals.even 4.haha.

dont tell and we won't ask-thrice

2006-06-14T23:31:00.000-07:00

woah.i couldnt survive without the internet for 2 days man.
stupid virus.
apparently my sister said that at 7am this virus cocked up the coms.i think.

yea.so i would like to thank uncle franz for trying so enable the firewall when the virus was not allowing it.yea.so he succeeded.ahaha.thank you.

so i killed time for those 2 days by going to the gym,watching the replays of the world cup.playing the guitar.
last night i went to hagen daaz at holland v.
i looked across the raod and i saw this damn cool game shop.
18 bucks only i bought ROCKY.and im HOOKED on it.
damn fun la.punch up idiots on tv.haha.
but its a second game but who cares.its like in damn good condition.

france drew with switzerland.
wth.waste my time.
i thought france would have won like by 2 goals.

i somehow have this feeling that australia and ivory coast have a chance of winning the world cup.ivory coast have damn good young players.who can perform if their captain drogba performs.and australia,who needs to say.watched their first match.i almost turned off the tv until tim cahill and aloisi came on.
3-1.

ohyea,my fcuking bike got fcuking stolen by some fcuking idiot.i feel like whacking that fcuking idiots balls la.
my SCOTT bike la.500 over bucks.asshole.it was locked up and i dunno how he stole it.he stole my bvrother's brand new bike also la.SCOTT.barely 2 weeks old.wait it could be she also.he/she are mother fcukers.

yea,so im gonna go to bikehaus not the 6 avenue one.that shop is like racing bikes.
im gonna go to the coronation one.
then im gonna compare the prices ate suntec city.

if i were you-hoobastank
cats in the cradle-motley crue

2006-06-10T20:07:00.000-07:00

hello.
cambodia was awesome.

1st day

we just went to the supermarket and sorted out our room.the room damn lousy man.
bunked with daniel,yaan meng and calvin.

2nd day

went to the killing fields,russian market and riverside.
didnt buy anything in the russianmarket cos i want in the mood.oh,i bought cm06.
the killings fields was kind of cool.the riverside had naked ladies and boys bathing.
and guess what.calvin who did not believe in god last time got baptised in the church at MMS where we were staying.its a school.

3rd day

steph and i taught the primary 1's english for 1hr30mins.then went to cornersyone orphanage.they were damn poor thing man.

4th day

taughts again.went to the supermatket again cos we ran out of junk food.it was gonna be our last day at cornerstone so we bought stuff for the orphans.i rmb-ered how to play the recorder again and we had to learn amazing grace and o when the saints.

5th day.
taught again.then chilled in the room for 2 hours.then taught the kids there the recorder.had dinner and then short meeting.

6th day

we just taught in the morning and went to the genocide museum.freaking got me goosebumps la. the way they tortured them.after that we went to russian market again.this time,i boght,2 nike jerseys for 6 US,3 quiksilver shirts for 8US,spongebob squarepants boxers for 1 US,a handbag for my mom for 3 US,tablecloth for dining table for 6 US,2 polo shirts for 6 US.one for myself one for my sis.

so i bought one quiksilver shirt for my bro,1 for uncle franz,a handbag for my mom,and a polo shirt for my sis.tablecloth for the house.

then we went to this restaraunt.played pool there with yaan meng and calvin.then we ate.

7th day.

basket la.yesterday we didnt switch off the air con.so it was on the whole day.then when we came back at 8.it was damn hot.we didnt care.then it got hotter.so we slept.was fckuing hot.so we took the matress and slept on the floor next to the air con with no blanket.basket la.i slept until my whole body was wet la.the matress also la.freaking hot.so we couldnt sleep.i slept barely for 4 hours.
woke up at 5.30.then we got ready for the airport.
then here i am now in my room blogging.

world cup man!
england VS paraguay.im gonna watch.england gonna win the world cup la.
i have four picks.
england,france,argentina and spain.

i dunno what i have against brasil.

i will try to upload the pics of cambodia.